Too tire to blog but will still blog.. haha, suddenly gt so mani things to blog, but dunnoe where shld i start frm? sumtimes really feel too tire of the way life shld be.. is like everything had been decided for us.. whether u r born to be pretty/handsome, clever/stupid, is all decided... Is all this cal ming yun?? Actually im happy with my look and level of cleverness..wahaha.. chatted with edmond recently, suddenly he told me a lot of things which i promise nt to tell anyone, but i can only sae no point wrying nw cos if its nt urs, it wont be urs... if its urs, it will be urs still...

sumtimes many things is nt up to us to decide, if it really happened to you, u also cannot prevent it frm happening rite?? i used to tell sumone happie also must spend the day, sad also mus spend the day, y nt spend the day happily.. life is short la, i dunnoe hw short but to many ppl is long, to me is reali short.. sounds like i gt sum serious illness?? wahaha.. cherish mani ppl ard u..

Read vernise's blog... this is wat she wrote in her blog...

'Love like you've never been hurt before' This sentence made me think abit. If you are reluctant to enter a relationship with someone you like because you are afraid to get hurt or that it will end sometime, you will also miss out on the good things of relationships as well. But like what Von said, if it will end, why start? Won't it be wasting time, and letting yourself be vulnerable to heartbreak? I think at least we learn more from each relationship bah, we are still young mahz. Can afford to make mistakes now. Hahaz. I know it's easy for me to say, but very hard to actually do it. As the Chinese proverb say '一朝被蛇咬，十年怕草绳', people will always have this 阴影 when they've been hurt before, that is hard to shake off. Time is the best medicine for this type of 阴影 or perhaps just some food or another cute guy. Hahaz. I sound so analytical. Waiting for that day to come, so I can understand better. Hahaz.

Haha, i can only say that relationship is try and error lo...if u try correctly, it will ended up well, if nt, it will jus turned up bad.. although we r still young but if every relationship mus suffered this kind of pain, i rather be alone.... hehe.. love is gd at the start but when it cum to break up, it suxs... the feelings jus totally diff.. Even many ppl claim that after relationship can be fren, but hw many ppl are actually doing so, is nt as if you can tok the same way, joke like before... i will nt go into relationship with my gd fren or close fren, tats for sure, cos i think remain as fren still better, can go out and tok.. cos once becum couple and breakup one day, u will find u cannot even chat with him/her as per normal as a fren anymore... Yes, once hurt, is really v diff to shake off cos u will have the phobia of entering into a relationship... i do have it nw...wahaha... a guy wanted to noe me jus nw, but i ignore him and just walk away v fast...wahaha, im bad la, dun even ans u and jus walk away... but i jus dun like guys who go ard asking ppl for number... ppl used to sae me as a gal who is veri diff to woo, ppl who got to woo me r actually v lucky..wahaha, bullshit la...nt last time, but nw, cos i dun wan any relationship so soon.. 2 yrs ba, by that time maybe i can accept it again... i dun like rushing cos rushing wont end up in gd relationship.. tats all for todae..