For those who cried for me, seriously, im so sry... i noe im stubborn.. i noe.. i noe no matter how hard i tried, u will nv turn bk again... but im hurt, seriously hurt... i feel like asking myself to wake up, but i cant.. i hope everything was jus a dream, but it turn out to be so true... i hate this feeling.. this feeling jus sucks.. i noe my family and frens are wry.. i noe... especially my mum and sis, they broke into tears, they had always kan hao on our relationship, but it jus hurt them so much.. Mum asked me to eat more and slp well.. i tried, but is real hard.. i will feel hungry, but whenever i eat one mouth, im full.. it hurt her so much to c me in this state..sry mum..

i dreamt of him ytd, it was a great dream that i dun feel like waking up.. i dreamt that he is holding onto my hand and he told me he will love me forever.. when i woke up, i cried... dun forget wat u had promise me, u promise me u will nt fall in love with other gals fast and easily...i hope at least this thing u promise me is true...