If wan to sae i had totally forget abt it, im jus lieing to myself.. i do have weird feeling in my heart sumtimes.. somtimes i will asked myself if he is doing well nw, had he eaten or slp well.. i cant help it, it is nearly a 2 yr relationship.. is nt as if i can forget jus like tat.. We share so much things together.. happiness, laughter, joy including love.. this is all a happie moment we had.. suddenly i feel that my last entry was jus a bit nasty.. sry.. he is still the guy i love nw...i will slowly adjust my life.. i will de..

haiz, sumthing was wrg with my stomach.. i cant eat much... hw?? i dun wan becum skeleton...