Suddenly got the weird feeling again... i feel like crying all of the sudden, but i hold back my tears... i noe im sad... i noe i have to stand up and continue my life... but i realli feel so lost sumtimes.. is like the life is just like study eat slp and then study again.. i hate this kind of life... i feel like crying... No shoulders to lie on, i can onli hug my pillow tight and cry... i try to be happie in front of everyone, but i noe sumtimes im nt happie at all...

Lately had been chatting with one old fren, suddenly i realise that sumtimes ppl will tend to take one another for granted... When u have it u dun feel anything at all.. when u found out u dun have, u will feel so lost...