Many people tell me that im super soft-hearted.. haha, am i ?? well, sumtimes i feel i am.. sumtimes i do have to think of ppl's feeling before i do anything, this is sumthing gd la, thinking of hw ppl feel before u start to speak... people continue asking me have u ever think of your ownself whereby u always thinking of hw ppl feel? well, i do.. i noe wat i wan, i noe hw i feel, i noe the feeling of seeing sumthing or hearing sumthing which u dun like, so sumtimes even if i feel that way, i will jus blog it out...tats the onli thing i can do.... i cannt cry and cant throw temper.. i cannt do so...sumtimes i have to pretend to be strong whereby im nt...

i had decided nw, i will onli blog things which i can blog... the rest i will jus hide it all in my heart..hehe.. yes fren, i had let go of him... is nt easy, yes is nt... im nt a person who can take things easily and jus let go easily, especially in relationship.. it took me a lot of courage to do so, i noe if i dun do so, i will feel more xinku and pain, holding on to him.. so i had decided to do so, is better to remain as fren, cos u dun have to think of a lot of things as a fren... wahaha... although i dunnoe wat will happen in the future cos we cannt predict the future, but i find currently this is wat i wan and i guess this is wat he wanted too.. Although i dunnoe if i will start thinking of him after 1 yr or 2 yrs later, cos i noe many ppl took many yrs and still cant forget their ex, time will just prove everything, no pt think of all this nw cos is over... sry if my wrds hurt u..